It bothers me, it really does.Never liked to know or see upsetting things cos i know i cant handle it.
I feel so lonely and helpless.
deleted my twitter account..cant handle so many accounts,got me confused
Its quite sad to hear that even your rather close friend agrees with others that you are weird. does different equals weird? yes it is hurtful and im not that kind who will do confrontations..so i acted like nothing is wrong. I just feel like going back to the old secondary days when i had my bunch of sisters to support me whenever i feel sad..or rather i never felt this much sadness before. Didnt cry at airport cos i wouldnt want to repeat my mistake..of being emo and all that. but i've reached the threshold..got to say it out or i'll go crazy. didnt want to buy food there cos everything is so expensive..i have my reasons cos i looked over them before..oh well.
crying but i cant help it..what you call that..an activity to release stress.
Until now i cannot understand your ways, forgive me
how i wish i can disappear at that time.
you dont have to say that, i just want to be happy and normal.
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