no its not pms and im not sure if its study stress. I'm just feeling very frustrated, vexed and i can't tell it to anyone. Hard to explain..a sum of all things i guess but im not angry with anyone.
I should be used to the long travelling distance by now..but travelling home alone after malay just sucks. Staying back in school,having long breaks sucks. Cant be helped,so i accept it.
Cannot understand a single shit from kinematics tutorial, always wasting my time on thurs afternoon after lab..sitting there like an idiot..sucks. I am skipping lessons after my lab on thurs.straight home to rest and study.I hate it when ppl ask me where are jq and shan and i dunno where they are. I just replied they are late but it seems like they are not coming..gosh i dun even know where my friends are! Its like im not them! please dont ask me!
lab friends are nice and friendly but the school stuffs they ask me are as if im an expert myself..which im not!
ppl spreading stories that i smoke and drink..good heavens
..just leave me alone.
My phone is spoilt, the top buttons cannot be pressed..i cant listen to my songs, nor can i call or reply to messages. I think im going back to the good old days without a phone. Somtimes, it may be a good thing,a new phone beckons..i dunno.
no i dont want to eat pizza or drink.i just want to tan till i burn.
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