Friday, June 19, 2009

the direction-less


I'm going to keep the length and leave some bangs! going ry's mum place to cut when its my day off..hopefully a new hairstyle can help change things for the better..then when it gets long i can shove it to the side..easy maintenance!

Im kinda frustrated with ms.p..she just doesnt understand what im trying to tell her..she only said: "yup" ,and forgets about everything. I know i cant control her and its her decision to do that and i should respect that..but whats if asking mr.j if theres a third party or not! its obvious..please dont turn back once you have decided to move on...what a situation.

Can you eat some other medication if the doctor has already prescribed you his? chef eric told me theres a type of anti-depressant called Valarian which helps to calm the person down and helps the person to sleep better..no side effects and readily available at guardian. maybe jz's mum can take that if her other medication are not as effective.

aarons working at the same workplace as me! yea i have a friend! i warned him simon would be watching him and he should drink only when we're going to knock off..hope he understands (: he says he wants to share tips -_- HAHA no way man..finders keepers!

At times when i do reflection,I realised that im an easily influenced person. Like really EASY..i dont know why..is it some skill or gift to make me more adaptable? does it work that way? cos if i hang out with you for some time, i CAN grow LIKE you..omg..it sucks. I want to find my true self and have my own set of thinking..not lose my footing and get swayed by others.
Is there some age limit for this? It seems like there are so many things i want to do..but somehow none of them gets done probably cos i am greedy and i want to grab hold of everything. I want my direction.

Its great to hear from kenneth what he intends to do after he grads from poly..what he likes..what he wants to be..i too liked that..but i cant decide! I like travelling..and I want to work as an engineer..but when can i start travelling!? I do understand that i gotta earn my bucks first..but when i work..its hard to take leave..and thats freaking sadd...I tried to find shortcut..to be an air stewardess..but i dont think im cut out for that no...so now what!

One thing Im sure of is travelling..yupp..maybe i should just marry a foreigner like my mum.waha

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