I've always relished the idea of YOLO. yep you got that right judge right away I'm actually using that stigmatized word from Drake ha ha. Drake's lyrics are ingenious beeteedubs (quoting my friend, a ginormous beached whale). Ok back to YOLO, I've always carried that crazy mentality with me whatever I do. Obviously that doesn't include jumping off bridges, but just plain YOLO as in not having regrets and thinking about whatifs.
I'm the kind of person who can't leave matters unsolved. I simply can't compartmentalize like how some people are doing very well. Bad thing you might say but thats just me. There are times when this mentality works and I feel immensely rewarded with pleasant surprises. Other times I just get into deeper apeshit and wished I had not done any of that. I'm still figuring the reason why but the only explanation I could ever make myself swallow is I'm a rash person.
I am willing to leave and I am willing to live. Something tells me a headfirst dive that never ends is not far in the future. and a return ticket may never get booked but I wouldn't mind. Thats my YOLO. Always take the jump.
I just can't help it shoot me. Either way, it all makes for a good life experience. Nobody remembers everything anyway. Everyone's forgetful, so just forget it.I've been listening to too much keane and summer hits for my own good. They only serve to amplify the whole YOLO thing and left me romanticizing of doing things to upset the crazy ultra stale life I've been leading. Oh wells, at least work has got me started and I want to turn into a workaholic its super enriching.(:
Anyways, for the benefit of those who are curious to what summer hit I'm talking about. Just kidding, nobody cares but I want to post it anyway heh. here goes
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