Pasta is loaded with carbs and carbs is fattening. Not so much of a food blog isn't it? hah. I'm not a fashion blogger, nor am I a beauty blogger. I'm just a reclusive geek whose lifestyle is often dictated by novelties. I like Radiohead as much as Pussycat Dolls. Thats like comparing sirloin steak to twinkies. But I'm a closet Pussycat Dolls fan.(: I like going by feelings and intuition. They make me feel good about myself.
I had a chat with mum the other day. And she said that I looked better when I was 15/16. More attractive looking, perhaps you can even bring out the term 'pretty'. Omggg ok but that was then. What about now?
My mum is as cut throat as ever and that has never changed but I'm thankful of that.(: In fact, I agreed with her and I admit I don't look as good now. My mum was kinda shocked and taken aback by my honesty. She expected me to refute her with all the lame excuses of bad photo taking angles and weight gain and bad hair and whatnots. I would like to do that of course but I chose not to lie to myself.
The truth is I find it quite liberating to actually acknowledge a fact. Takes off some pressure from myself to try to look the same as the past. Whats past is already past and I appreciate that I used to look so cute hahah. In fact, I totally enjoyed my mum's expression at that point of time.:D The funny thing is, I don't even feel bothered by the harsh comment. I was rather happy with myself because I know that I can finally discern things and not be bothered at all.
I'm not an actress nor am I a model. I just like living my life by my own terms. Of course that doesn't mean I will grow out my brows till they connect or have some armpit hair extension. I just want to look clean and simple(:
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