Sometimes doing crazy things can reap crazily good benefits. I used the mango body scrub to clean my face and it got so much better! Better by my standards,not the perfect complexion. I don't know why theres an outbreak in the first place, I thought puberty is supposed to end when your 21st?? I sure hope it ends fast...not as if I will grow taller anyway. Another crazy thing is masa cut short hair and dyed it blond!!! okay not blond blond..but close? Short hair is liberating and comfortable, perfect for lazy girls like us. haha..but I needa visit ry's mum sometime real sooon.
ohh I hate it when I turn emo. I know I was worse last time, when I first came into ntu. Now I am better and like what jq said and I'm glad I've changed for the better. Thank goodness for that. Wouldnt want to remain this way and be a liability to others..pulling down everyone's mood just because of me. That is selfish I feel. Im not saying this cos I am emo now, but I just want to remind myself, to pull myself back before the emo-ing thing starts again.(: I want to avoid this kinda situations and try to be always happy(:
May not be realistic to be forever and always happy,but how nice if its at least 80% of the time..guess stuffs would be a whole lot simpler. Besides, I believe beauty comes from happiness. A person who is happy exudes a kind of radiance and positivity which gloomy people will never get.agreee? Well thats what I think...haha.
I need myself to stop thinking too much. Am trying to find a balance between thinking too much and being nonchalant. I am so scared of people thinking that I can't be bothered when in fact I try not to do anything to make anything worse. I dont have ill intentions when I do anything..Im pretty harmless actually hah. bottomline is, stop thinking too much huitong!
just have to say this,breakfast this morning was really good..a perrrfect way to start the day! 2 eggs,2 sausages, whipped potatoes and baked beansss! Wowl I ate that much..hmm. Eid-ed report and s1 quizzed today with shan! haha shes so funny ilove working with her. We both have this powerful self amusement skills which made time passed so much faster and need I mention, a great smoke fest. LOL..smoking the quiz..but our results arent that great in the end. So..point taken.
Btwww I wanna dance like JT!! he sounds great live too..haha be like himm! He sings like hes in euphoria..even though his beatbox is nooob compared to matisyahu hahah! Feels good listening to this song again..jc times
i miss piggybacks
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